Sometimes when to go looking deeply into things, will find something didn't know were looking for.
Must have known atleast some idea what to expect. Don't just spend days or weeks building towards it and then turn around as if clueless as when to push the boat out.
So have chased the rabbit down its hole, and caught up with it by what it seems. And now what, was the chase worth it.
These thoughts to keep pushing into the back of the mind. Eventually they will become a wall that soon keeps those thoughts inside. Why make it harder on yourself in having to smash through walls to bring out in the open those deep troubles.
Can't keep burying things, even water under a bridge soon runs away into a drain. And even that can leave a bad smell. On some occasions those waters are still and appear with scented blooms on its surface for all others to see.
In the forest; so have found that needle in the haystack. Quite easily too as it was not trying to be found. As it appears instantly on top of everything else. One thing leads to another and this find will be a distraction away from all things of interest.
Job Ch.30:V.16 " - And now my soul is poured out upon me; the days of affliction have taken hold upon me."

No comments:
Post a Comment